when a girl needs to run

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“Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one receives the prize? So run that you may obtain it. Every athlete exercises self-control in all things. They do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable. So I do not run aimlessly; I do not box as one beating the air. But I discipline my body and keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified.” -1 Cor 9:24-27…

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when john macarthur made me cry

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Hi you guys,  I wanted to tell you how ridiculously hilarious it is to me that I preached in church the same weekend the internet went crazy over the topic of women in the pulpit. I mean, God’s got jokes, right?? I am honestly so tired from speaking in four services on Sunday, that I hardly have the energy to write much in defense of my whole life. But there is a well-thought-out, legitimate biblical…

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why God’s Kingdom isn’t a day at the fair with balloons and soda pop

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I sat in the common area of an ancient stone cabin turned bed and breakfast. Like a scene from one of my favorite books, Wuthering Heights, the day was complete with hazy skies and blustery winds. Mr. Fantastic and I were there to rest for a minute or two. For four years we have labored past exhaustion to help build a church and our family simultaneously. We have shouted faith into the fearful places of…

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when God places mountains before us

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At some ragged point in time, in the midst of toddlers and drama, these words once flowed out of my mouth and into the fabric of our family, “It isn’t hard to obey, it’s just hard to choose to obey.” I have said them again many, many time. And their truth always shines a light on my own soul whenever I say them. Because washing your hands after playing in the dirt isn’t hard, but…

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how eyeliner and a vacuum can build God’s Kingdom

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The week began with a text message from the ladies who clean my house: “We are sick and we won’t be able to come this week. So sorry!” I felt badly for them, but I also felt overwhelmed by this not-so-stellar news. So I prayed some really selfish prayers for them to be healed and show up as planned. I didn’t hear from them again. Our schedule was already packed with things like homeschool, assembling…

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the discipline of love

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Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9 Many times I have wondered if we are making any strides at all. There seems to always be at least one very unhappy, or angry, or stinky-faced person around here. These giant children all seemed so innocent when they were brand-new, fresh from the hand of God. Then came the…

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